Date: September 25, 2011
Tonight went very unusual. Suppose, I will just listen to rock music and as I sing, I scream (as always) then mention a lot of bad words, brag about life and curse myself...but no. There's more that happened. I cried a LOT (infront of the closet where my brother used to place his cross before he went overseas), talking to God. That was just sooo.. not me.. :O And I feel very happy because I'm not a kind of person who cries whenever I need to. My bad feelings usually stay inside my heart, piling-up and be stuck in here.. Then I would feel that I can't breathe properly.
On the scenario, I asked God to embrace me and that's the time I stopped talking and asking so many questions. At last, I've released all the piled-up bad feelings inside me. Unfortunately, my nose also cried a lot. XDD Eww.. >D And so, I feel His presence. I just wanna rejoice and thank Him for providing me a time to do this. ♥ Anyway, that's all.. FOR NOW. =)
♫ Symphonia - Kalafina
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